Dear PND

Dear PND…

Hey you, how are you doing? It’s quite obvious by now that I’ve still not quite determined how our relationship is to be defined. I felt a fluster of emotions at the start of our heated encounter but it seems to have gone to rather a dull flame, sparking up every now and then when you fancy a spat.

👀 We were once pretty close, really close in fact. Like honestly, I couldn’t avoid you and trying to hide from you in the bathroom was clearly a fail then ended up in tears for us both.

I was doing my weekly shop the other day and thought that I hadn’t seen you for a while. Maybe you’ve decided it’s time to let this lie, or maybe you’re playing it cool. Either way, I wanted to say thanks for the lessons. I’m actually really glad we met. I learnt that I was actually so much stronger than I realised and full of more love then my brain knew how to comprehend.

Then you decided to drop into my DMs today… I didn’t expect it. It came out the blue and you have me over thinking and analysing every sentence I speak. I have cried so much because I feel so much. It’s all a bit intense really.

I mean this in the best sense, but I think it’s pretty wise for us to keep our distance. You do your thing, I’ll do mine. Maybe it’s time to define that breakup. Bugger off and let me be. 😂

Lack of love,
Violet

(I am fully aware I can’t tell PND to bugger off as much as I’d like to. But if you are feeling overwhelmed then please seek support 🥰 I’ve tagged some amazing people who have helped me)

Violet x